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Country superstar Eric Church played the Route 91 Harvest Festival on Friday, September 29. A mere 48 hours later, that same venue was under attack when a gunman began shooting at the 22,000 person crowd from his hotel room at the Mandalay Bay.
59 lives were lost and over 500 more injured during the shooting, which left many people with survivor’s guilt, including Church. As he watched the news coverage the following days, he saw a woman named Heather Melton speak to Anderson Cooper on CNN.
He asked her what brought her and her husband, Sonny, to Las Vegas, and she told him, “We went there to see Eric Church because he was Sonny’s…it was his guy, and we went there to see his guy.”
Sadly, Sonny was killed during the attack shielding his wife from bullets. Melton also said that she and her husband had tickets to the Grand Ole Opry for Wednesday night to see Church play.
During his Opry performance, Church spoke about the couple and said that he left two open seats for them in section 3, row F.
“I’m gonna tell you something, the reason I’m here, the reason I’m here tonight, is because of Heather Melton and her husband Sonny, who died, and every person that was there,” he said, visibly emotional. “I’ll tell you something, I saw that crowd. I saw them with their hands in the air. I saw them with boots in the air. And what I saw, that moment in time that was frozen there’s no amount of bullets that can take away. None.”
He continued, “And that night, something broke in me, on Sunday night when that happened. And the only way I’ve ever fixed anything that’s been broken in me is with music. So I wrote a song.“
After his emotional speech, he performed the song he wrote, specifically with Sonny in mind, called “Why Not Me,” which will likely make you weep as he sings the heartbreaking chorus, “And when the morning sun hit the mountain/And a glorious still calmed the breeze/I asked the God of all-knowing wisdom/Why you and why not me?“
He released a lyric video for the song on his Facebook page on Thursday evening (Oct. 5), where it already has over 3 million views as of press time.
Watch the video below.
Eric Church – Why Not Me
This past Friday, I played the Harvest Music Festival in Vegas. I was the headliner. I looked out there, at that crowd, in that place. It was our last show of the year and I watched them hold American flags up during โHow โBout You.โ I watched them put an American scarf around my neck during โSpringsteen,โ they held records up when I played โRecord Year,โ they held boots up when I played โThese Boots.โ I was so moved by it, mainly because I looked at โem and went โThis is my crowd. Iโve seen this crowd all year, theyโre mine.โ They came from all over the country because it was our last show, and I did something different on the last song on โSpringsteen.โ I jumped down on the speaker, and I went down, actually on the floor, it was a high stage so I actually jumped out on the ground. And there was a little row that split the crowd, and it went all the way to my front of house guy and it split the crowd on either side so, the crowd was on the right side, the crowd was on the left side. I went down the right side and I shook everybodyโs hand and I told them โThank you for coming, itโs been a heck of a year, itโs been a hell of a year actually.โ And I went all the way down the right side, waved at my sound guy, came back up the left side, smiling faces, hands in the air, pictures being taken. I jumped back up on stage and played โHoldinโ My Ownโ and โA Man Who Was Gonna Die Young.โ And 48 hours later, in those places that I stood, was carnage. Those are my people. Those are my fans.
I didnโt want to be here tonight. I didnโt want to play guitar. I didnโt want to walk on this stage, but last night, let me try to get this out, last night somebody sent me a video of a lady named Heather Melton and she was talking to Anderson Cooper on CNN and she had on our Church Choir Tour shirt. And he said, โwhat brought you to Vegas?โ and she goes โWe went there to see Eric Church because he was Sonnyโs [her husband who died] it was his guy, and we went there to see his guy.โ And then she said โWe have tickets for the Grand Ole Opry tomorrow night.โ And thereโs a, over here, section 3, row F, if youโre there in row F, thereโs some empty seats and thatโs their seats. And, Iโm gonna tell you something, the reason Iโm here, the reason Iโm here tonight, is because of Heather Melton and her husband Sonny, who died, and every person that was there. Iโll tell you something, I saw that crowd. I saw them with their hands in the air. I saw them with boots in the air. And what I saw, that moment in time that was frozen thereโs no amount of bullets that can take away. None.
And that night, something broke in me, on Sunday night when that happened. And the only way Iโve ever fixed anything thatโs been broken in me is with music. So I wrote a song…
Posted by Eric Church on Thursday, October 5, 2017